Look At Me.....See Me.....

 

 

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One sad thing about life is the realization that the world is too big to make you it's priority. It can break you, crush you, turn you down, tear you apart without it noticing... You will cry, get hurt, get lost, feel abandoned without being seen. For in the world, you are so tiny compare to all those beauteous, enticing beings who have done so much for it and the last thing you'll ever think of is to move on and make yourself worthy of existence...

Come on, no matter what you do, he'll never look back at you. He'll never see you like he did the first time you met. He'll never have time to listen to your stories or appreciate your songs. He'll never pinch your nose again which have always made you so annoyed but actually the reason why you find him so cute. He'll never realize how much you are hurting coz' he is just too busy minding his own life. He is your world but YOU aren't HIS.

I wish I could simply let go of this feeling. Clear those dark grey clouds away from my sky and paint a bright, gleaming sun through the strength of my playful imagination. But I couldn't. My mind only does things according to my heart's desire. It feels whatever my heart feels. And you know what? It feels for you. It beats, and it  bleeds because of you. And yeah, obviously rejecting the idea of moving on, or letting go, or acceptance...

Can I just stay? If I stay, will you do too? 

Or will you just leave me here alone with the rest of the world?

Will you look back at me?

Will you see me?

Will you remind me again about our love story

Or just simply turn around and say "I'm Sorry"...

...You are my world... The sad part is I am not yours. It's okay if I'm not your priority... Just don't forget about me. Think of me one in a while. Assure me of your love. It's all I want.

...will you just look at me?

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 I just needed to let it out.

I'm feeling kind of ignored by --- HIM.

Oh yes, HIM.

Do you know this feeling?

I hope not. Cause it hurts.