I don't deserve you baby...

Love, what have i ever done to deserve you? I am so little compared to the beauty dancing in front of you, yet you chose to have your eyes fixed on me... an unworthy soul, a hopeless romantic daydreamer who knows nothing but my own pain. Who sometimes doesn't care about the world... letting all the emotions feed on my rusted brokenness, and as a result, hurting not only my own pathetic self but also you.... my love

 As unexpected as the perfect calming of the sea in the middle of a storm, he came back. I'm just too glad i cannot let this moment get away.

Tired of this life i live...to end it

I feel like I'm losing everyone. And there's nothing I can do about it because they're leaving because I'm me. And I don't know how to change myself to make people stay.

The Trouble With Boys...

Guys...they just don't get the female minds. They think just because we get jealous and mad when other girls {who are sluts} talk to them that we are bitchs. They also tend to think we are DramaQueens...when they are the biggest DramaQueen of the Queens!! it hurts me to think that they are so quick to badmouth you and think the worse of you. Like when you want to hang out with a guy whos your friend and you ask your boyfriend first if its ok and they blow up on you when really its like whoa dude i asked you cause i dont want any secrets between us ESH. The trouble with boys is really they don't listen to you and they don't ever let you forget. They don't accept your flaws and wht they don't understand is that us girls accept all of their flaws cause we tend to accept em for who they are and see the good in them. Its just man when i have flaws you shoudnt get all mean to me you shouldn't call me bad names...and tell me how much you cant stand me :/ it raelly hurts you know....i know im not likable and to have the person i love the most pick at me and bring me down all the time.....it hurts soooo bad...but no matter what i know i have your back forever and always and will always support you with anything and always focus on your good qualitys :) Just if you love me so much....why do you bring me down??